My grandmother used to give me Buttermilk when she babysat me and so I learned to love it. When I was in 1st or 2nd grade...not sure which....think it was second, the teacher asked who likes Butter milk and I was the only one who raised my hand! LOL!
About the only good thing about where I live, is it's never crowded! I remember me and my wife were stopping by Dominos to pick up a pizza the last time it happened! It doesn't seem THAT long ago! Time flies when you're over 30!!
I feel for you Cousin! I sure hope it gets better for you! You just remember, your favorite car salesman and drinking buddy/town drunk, is in your corner! Hey, I'll even GIVE you a fifth of my finest, next time you're at the car lot!
Honestly, my heart goes out to you and if you ever want to talk, I'm here for you! Just PM me!