Sorry to hear that. For what it is worth you are loved and respected here. When you are hurting so are we.
As I know from when I went through my tragedy two summers ago, people here really do care.
Would anyone be interested in having episode watch parties? I can't promise any sort of frequency, but I would love to re-watch the series again with you guys. If you're interested, comment with the days of the week and times that are best for you and I'll try to schedule something that works for the majority. I might be able to schedule a second viewing for folks across the pond. I would also like some volunteers to test things out with me on the website we'll be using.