I understand this and think this is an emotionally healthy response. Always remember though, you can always pm me and ( you should have my number, if not, just ask.) you can always have a private conversation with your favorite town drunk and car dealer! ( I've got the prettiest little red buggies in Hazzard.....they all look red to me!) or we can just pm here....however you like it brother!
I just want to thank everybody who has been so loving and supportive. The HazzardNet is such an amazing and caring place. My difficult journey is evolving and I am starting to make adjustments. For example, we got a lot of sympathy cards but I have put them away in a box because keeping them out forever wouldn't be emotionally healthy....(at least for me. There's no right or wrong way to heal so it might work for others).
Anyway, I request that this thread be deleted. I think it would be better for me (like with the sympathy cards) if I moved on from the thread. Hoss or MM, if you want to wait a day or 2 for final thoughts before deleting that would be fine but this will be my last post on the thread. It has done it's job by bringing me comfort. Thank you again everybody for all the love and support! ❤