*nods slightly* But it aint just the structure... *knows that he had a lot of emotions still built up inside of him about the Marines and Nam that he had never shared...and likely never would...there was no point really...war was war....and it always had casualties...he supposed in many ways, the old Luke was one of them*
I am patient! More patient than Bo! *In the Marines he had no choice to be patient; everything that happened came when and how the staff sergeants said it did...didn't make no difference what Luke had been ready for*
"Bo...thing is...I didn't have a choice with Judd...he was born my brother...you ...I had a choice...I chose you to be my brother...that's why...." he swallowed, speaking his heart like this something he rarely did. "That's why I love ya as much as I do...we're closer...than real brothers...we picked each other out...."
"Bo..." he began not knowing where to start. "Look Judd...technically he is my brother... and I admit...part of me thought...maybe...I could be as close to him as I was to you...that...we'd all three be...Duke boys...but..." he shook his head. "He ain't a Duke boy...He's a Kane. And he ain't my brother...you are. You always have been."
The words hit him like a double-edged word plunging straight to his heart. He couldn't speak, couldn't think...all he could do was feel...and he felt rotten.
"I would have...but you're skirtin' the issue." He bit his lip and looked straight at him. "Do you really think I care more about Judd than you? Really?"
"I was worried about both my brothers...not just Judd," he pointed out. "You shoulda told me...was bad enough...then you go divin' int' the lake...what if you had a bad concussion or somethin'? I coulda lost ya!"
I dunno! *nearly spitting the words out in frustration-that was what angered him the most: the fact that he didn't know, and didn't know how to fix it*
We used t' get along great...but lately...*shakes his head* Lately we been at each other's throats...and I'm sick of it...I'm sick of trying t' figure a way out of every mess he gets us into...I'm sick of his attitude towards everything..*sighs-he was so frustrated which is why he had spilled what he was feeling to Jesse; normally he would just stay quiet keeping himself to himself*