September 12, 200818 yr Sammy crossed over to him wrapping her arms around him. "Things gettin' to ya sweetie?" she asked softly, resting her head into his chest.
September 12, 200818 yr Wrapping his arms around her and resting his chin on the top of her head, he nodded a little and whispered gently."Yeah..."
September 12, 200818 yr "Thought so," she said softly running her fingers through his curls. "Wanna talk about it?"
September 12, 200818 yr Shaking his head gently, he closed his eyes a little...he was so tired of talking...so tired of arguing, so tired of spilling out feelings he didnt want to and holding back feelings he wished he could show. On one level he could understand what Cassie was saying...some days he just wanted to shake Luke and tell him to get over it and move on...but the difference was he would never ever do it. Cassie on the other hand, was completly capable from what he remembered. There was very little that ever stopped her speaking her mind...especially when it came to Luke.
September 12, 200818 yr Sammy nodded stepping behind him and gently massaging his shoulders. "You need to relax Bo...just relax...."
September 13, 200818 yr Bo sighed softly as she did that, hanging his head a moment before gently pulling away and taking her hands in his own."I can't do that Sammy...I got too much to worry about...and you shouldn't be doing this anyway..."
September 13, 200818 yr "Why shouldn't I? You're my husband. Besides, I'm havin' a baby...women do it every day...I'm fine" insisted Sammy.
September 13, 200818 yr "Well....we dont know for certain yet and...Sammy after Sara I can't take any chances....I dont know how Luke's doing it but if I lost you there's no way I could keep on goin'...I just couldn't..."He admitted softly, always having been the more emotional of the two. He suspected because of Luke's always tough resiliance to giving up and showing emotion, it had helped him greatly through everything....Bo didn't have that power one iota.
September 13, 200818 yr Sammy turned his head to look at her. "Ain't nothin' gonna happen. What happened with Sara was a tragedy...it's not gonna happen to me," she said softly planting gentle kisses on his forehead and temple.
September 13, 200818 yr Bo closed his eyes again as she did, swallowing gently as he held his wife and possible unborn child close, rocking her a little.
September 13, 200818 yr "I love you too Sammy...I dont know where i'd be right now without ya..." He said quietly.
September 14, 200817 yr Bo nodded a little, thankful for that as he held his wife close. Even when they were seperated only for a few hours he missed her and his children...going to NASCAR and earning the money the family needed...although fun, his dream, what he\'d always wanted to do....it was torture for him to be away.
September 14, 200817 yr Sammy just leaned into him. "You know...somehow this reunion isn't as happy as I thought it would be...between Cassie showin' up...and...and Sara bein' gone..."
September 14, 200817 yr Bo sighed, shaking his head, knowing he had been one of the causes of the reunion getting off to a bad start.\"M\'sorry Sammy...\"
September 14, 200817 yr Sammy shook her head cupping Bo's cheek in her hand and looked at him lovingly. "Snot yer fault baby," she said softly. "It's just the way things are. You and I have been here with Luke...we know when to talk...when not to...Cassie...she...," She thought a moment. "In a lot of ways she's like a little kid...she hasn't learned the art of holding her tongue...and Enos well...you know how he is...he's just a big softie...and doesn't like anyone to hurt...it wasn't your fault..."
September 14, 200817 yr \"I\'m not totally not to blame Sammy....my tempers been way to close to the surface recently and...I just keep lashing out at anyone who so much as brushes against it the wrong way...\"Bo admitted gently, with a soft sigh.
September 14, 200817 yr Sammy nodded a little. "You're right about that...it takes two to argue. But it's ok. Things have a way of working out. It's not even been that long since you were home this time... you haven't really gotten a chance to just relax for a long while," she addded softly. "That'd be enough to make anyone on edge."
September 14, 200817 yr Bo sighed as Sammy kept on making his excuse for him...he was just too tired and stressed to think about anything.\"Are you sure your ok making dinner tonight?\"
September 14, 200817 yr "Well...I sure don't want you makin' dinner..." she teased. "Just kiddin... I'm fine..." She looked at him softly. "What are you gonna do?"
September 14, 200817 yr \"Catching up with Daisy an\' how she\'s doing I suppose...wont be long before TJ and Abi are awake either I dont doubt...\"He replied, scrubbing a hand down his face.
September 14, 200817 yr Sammy looked at him her brown eyes full of concern. "You look tired out Bo...why dontcha take a nap? Catch up with Daisy after...she's gonna be here more than tonight...."
September 14, 200817 yr \"I cant sleep properly...\" He admitted gently. \"I lay there and everything just speeds through my head...\"
September 14, 200817 yr "I know," answered Sammy. "I'm usually laying next to you on those sleepless nights. But you gotta try...you know as well as I do how important good sleep..."
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