Enos nodded "Good, cause that's the last thing I want. I love you too much to have that happen." then Enos got a serious face "Lily, I have something to talk about with you." Lily looked surprised "yes daddy?" "Lily, I realize that I won't be able to do quite as much as I could before. I'll try my best, but it will never be the same." Lily nodded, tears threatening to fall "I know daddy." "Well Lily." Enos ventured slowly "What I'm trying to say is that I know it won't be easy on you, but I need you to help your mama and try to act older if you can. . .Can you do that for me baby?" Enos asked trying not to cry himself.