Ella Says "Now Son, don't do anything stupid now I want to see you get well and go back to your unit now as well. And another thing, I know what your thinking Lizzy, how could I blame Julie for her twins death but the docter gave me something for it and well after that I had my tubes tied and never had another baby. Well I just didn't know if I could go through that again it's such a disappointment to have a stillborn no matter. You know what Julie had said now, she said "Why Couldn't had one now?" But she understand but it's hard to get through as well you have all these questions about why and how come as well no matter how much the docter tells you it wasn't your fault well from my experience you blame yourself as well. And I had an abortion because I just didn't want the baby and well the feeling of emptyness never went away until months later as well. Luke you and Jesse and Daisy have to be there for Julie because it will take her a long time to get over everything you see a C-Section is major surgery and she will be weak from the Mono for a while as well everybody. And she's gonna want to go back to work sooner than she should just to forget about what happened to her but please don't let her let her grief for the twins she has lost they were her children and it's going to be hard on her as well. And Lizzy, I know what your thinking but the Mono was the reason why she having all the pregnancy signs as well." Cue LizzyJackson-Davenport or daisydukeXenosstrait