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  1. I want to apologize for my swearing, I tried to censor myself best I could, but you can only be so polite when angry. I would also like to apologize for dumping all of this on you without posting much, I just wasn't sure where else to post it, people don't really interact with me much anywhere else And I want to thank all of you for your kind words. I understand that not much can help in a random forum I found, but sometimes just seeing a reply notification can help loads
  2. Okay I need to vent for a minute or two Homeschooling is all fun and games until you graduate early and can't get a job because nobody wants to hire a 17 year old, or nobody needs workers cause it's a small town and you can't drive anywhere because your parents never take you out so you're probably not gonna pass your drivers test and even if you do, you probably still cant go out because you dont have your own car and your dad uses the shared car to do doordash because he also cant get a job and your mom's car is off limits so you get stuck at home anyways. Oh and then you also have no friends because you f***ing dropped out AND moved across the country so you didnt go to school to meet new people, and people online don't wanna talk to you either so you either spam discord servers with no response or just stop talking and posting at all sending you further into the no interaction hole All of this causing you to just stay in your room for months on end, only having human interaction at dinner time and every other weekend when your brother comes over, but they're all still too focused on the baby for it to even matter that you're there at all so you just end up going back to your room which gives you KILLER depression and now everything that you used to love is just boring. I don't wanna play my favorite video games because I have no friends to play them with. I don't want to draw or craft because it takes too much commitment to finish. I don't wanna watch movies because they take too long. Even talking to my boyfriend has gotten boring. And you can't talk to any adults about it because they always say you have "just not be depressed". My mom told me that moving to the living room would probably help a lot, and when I told her that I don't like being out there so I would just end up back in my room she said "Well you just have to do it" or when I express my fears about calling companys for a job she said "well you just have to do it" and I don't know if she's noticed, but i'm autistic, so my brain doesnt allow me to "just do things" I need a structured plan of action and support. So really the only people you can talk to is people your age, but oh guess what??? You don't have any friends, so then you turn to people online, but oh guess what??? NOBODY F*CKING RESPONDS. You have 132 followers on Twitter, but only 1-2 people ever like, nobody but your boyfriend comments, and you're starting to get really pissed at every notification ever being your boyfriend because just once I'd like it to be somebody else. Just once, you'd like to talk to somebody who isn't him. But that's not gonna happen cause no matter how much you post or comment or talk, barely anybody ever responds And the things you like are either so niche or so old that people your age don't even know about them. So even if I was to find a space online for it, it'd either be dead or full of old people (no offence). OR BOTH! And you can't find real people because the one guy I found, ghosted me. My mom found some girl on facebook needed friends, didnt even text me back. GUYS Just once I'd like to find somebody who wants to actually be my friend and isn't online every 5-7 business days and doesn't treat me as the side friend that they only go to when their main friends are offline. Just once I'd like for my parents to actually worry about MY life and teach me independency and take my autism seriously. I once was talking about how I go nonverbal and dont talk and how that could be a problem at a job and my mom said "you talk about it like its a disabilty"....IT IS????? And actually take me places that arent for a reason. Like driving only because I need to learn or taking me out grocery shopping just to get out of the house. Why not taking me to the Antique store. Just cause. Or the nearby tiger sanctuary, just cause you want to spend time with me. It's always "you need to get out of the house" but then never getting me out of the house and when they do its rarely something I enjoy.
  3. https://tenor.com/view/bornskywalker-dap-me-up-woody-woody-handshake-woody-toy-story-gif-26021440
  4. I cannot and will not be shamed, I am proud of my weird autism
  5. I cannot and will not be shamed, I am proud of my weird autism
  6. I HATE VIN DIESEL HES SO SCARYYY i had nightmares about him when I was 12.....only watched the movie for Cole (I f***ING LOVE COLE HAUSER RAHHHHH) but they did him so dirty๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”
  7. I play this, it has Online and Story mode, and story mode takes place in 1899 and is about an outlaw gang at the end of the wild west trying to navigate the new world and its SAD. I've watched grown men cry over it. Online mode takes place a few years before story mode starts, and it also has Red Dead Redemption 1 which takes place in the early 1900s but I dont have that yet I've also recently started playing this older PS1 (?) game on my laptop called Chronicles of Riddick: Escape from Butcher Bay. I downloaded it cause Cole Hauser was in it (love that guy), BUT HE WAS ONLY IN THE FIRST SCENE, I'm so upset. It's based on a movie called "Pitch Black" from 2000(?) and I think there's a sequel but Cole isn't in it, so I don't care to watch it Oh and sometimes I play a Harry Potter game but thats only if my bf is online and we're both bored of RDO and He wants me to play Fortnite so I might give it a try
  8. that could be somewhat right though as a headcanon. In the game theres different roles you can do, and His is trader, will the animal processing, but he is great friends with the Moonshiner lady (i think he likes her) so who's to say hes not in on the moonshining action
  9. I play Red Dead Online almost everyday, and there this NPC that takes care of your camp when you're gone named Cripps and you can buy different outfits for him and he reminded me of a sassier Uncle Jesse so I bought him overalls
  10. i just want a bunny :(( and a car....and trinket money.....
  11. My grandparents on my stepdads side LOVE this show and I love about an hour (?) away from Mayberry and IT IS SO CUTE OMGGG. The museum is real small and it's a pretty boring place if you aren't a shopper (unfortunately), but it's SOO pretty and I got free stickers of the sherriff badges. I think I took some photos when I was there but I'd have to ask my mom for them, my phone died halfway through the car ride And there's also a shop cat in my local town named Barney and I love him
  12. okay so, some time before we moved last year, my mom said I could get a pet rabbit, on two conditions, 1: I actually took care of it and 2: that I had a job and she bought me the rabbit hutch last year for christmas and I have all the supplies and everything I need EXCEPT THE JOB and its not for lack of trying either, I've applied to literally everywhere and its a "oh sorry you need to be 18" or a "sorry we're not hiring" and not even the online places wanna hire me. I got denied a job because I didn't have a driver's license (im still on permit) because they were worried about my commute.....IT WAS A REMOTE JOB FROM GERMANY I......I just want a bunny..... why is the job market so EVILLLLL
  13. Fell asleep before I could even get my ipad out๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜”
  14. I moved around a lot, so I don't really know what to consider my hometown, but it was mostly desert suburbs, so no way does it have the same feel. But where I live now, maybe it isn't "modern" day Hazzard, but more early Hazzard in the episode where they were in the wild west (I can't remember the name), it's a well-preserved, 1 road, old gold rush mining town with wooden sidewalks and a general store and even ghost stories. it's only really open on the weekends, and we never go (much to my dismay, cause it's so cute I love it here) and always make sure to wear my boots cause I LOVE the sound of my heels on the wood. The bigger town to our right is more "modern" Hazzard, with the brick buildings and painted glass storefronts.
  15. Happy Halloween guys!! unfortunately, I come from a family who don't celebrate things much outside Christmas so I'm not doing anything, but my mom bought me some candy last week (which is already almost gone) and I have a cool halloween outfit on Red Dead Redemption Online! Might brave up and watch some horror movies tonight...not sure
  16. I try to as much as I can, swear! I just sometimes forget this is here or never have anything to say
  17. Im alive! But unfortunately things didt work out when buying TNT Express paint so we're switching gears to making a custom car. I bought some spray paint at a walmart and got a nice blue and some silver for the engine. Anybody have any other paint ideas? (Ex: racing stripes) The blue is "Brilliant Blue" I think.
  18. With that, might as well just build the whole thing and make my 68 something different and then have two cars......but thats more money......oh the descions!
  19. Okay, so I went to the NASCAR Hall of Fame today, and it made me seriously want to make my own race car....but also the general....but custom.....i cant decide anymore!
  20. You are so helpful omg. My dad has a 3d printer so I could probably ask him to help me withsome sort of conversion kit and then that just leaves the painting and decals (which are all in Europe for some reason??) So I hope the international shipping isnt too expensive. And I cant decide if I wanna paint the mechanical bits or not. Do I save money and just cover them up, or say f*** it and have a pretty build
  21. Hopefully everything works out and it actually becomes The General and I don't have to use plan B and make my own car
  22. Im not sure if this fits better here or in fan art, but, I'm starting a new project. I bought a 1:25 scale 68 Charger at Hobby Lobby. There were, unfortunately, no 69 in stock, with no nearby hobby stores. And buying models online is a gamble that I don't want to risk. I'm going to try my best to turn it into The General! So if any of you have any tips, tricks, or recommend products, I would be very grateful if you could share!
  23. I'm in Myrtle Beach for the weekend and we went to a car museum and they had The General! They also had Bandit1 and a 69 Dodge Charger 500 which I think would have been so cool if they painted it like The General Grant. These were all down at Wheels of Yesteryear near Myrtle Beach, South Carolina https://g.co/kgs/VtTVpFn (Also apologies if this is posted in the wrong topic, I'm still kind of learning)
  24. So I've had these in my tumblr inbox for like....wayyy too long and I have no idea what to do with any of them and was wondering if you guys had any ideas. The first one is: "Could you write something about the two boy dukes who are with the reader? The boys get into trouble with Rosco and Boss. The reader reaches General Lee and they flee. Rosco and Enos chase after them, but the reader manages to dodge them while the boys mock them and ultimately do a much more extreme jump than the boys do, like jumping off a ramp over a canyon or something. They land on the other side and escape. It ends with the boys declaring their love for her." My initial idea was to maybe do an episode re-write but A: I can't find scripts anywhere, B: I'm not sure which episode really fits the best The second one is: "if you could do a bo x reader (maybe he takes us for a ride in the general and then to a picnic) id love you forever" This one I have started with a base scene talking about Hazzard and how unusually quiet, but I'm not sure how to start the actual fic The last request is very broad and is just "PLEASE more Bo x reader literally anything would make my day there's no where near enough Dukes of Hazzard fics" And my question for this one is simple, what should it be? I just don't know what to write about Thank you in advance for literally any help given
  25. okay so I couldn't get the video to upload (to big a file) and my laptop is being weird and wont let me upload anything at all.....uhm......im not sure what to do
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